Dear Littles -
Here we are.
The last (almost) six months have passed by in a blur. I look at how the four of us have grown, individually and collectively, and a myriad of emotions pours over me. Innocence has been lost, trust shattered and bonds strengthened. A lifetime has passed in just a few short months. There were days I wasn't sure I could keep going - the darkness threatened to take over and I wanted nothing more than to give in to it. The anxiety and hurt and anger seemed to overwhelm me physically, mentally, and emotionally. In these moments each of you saved me in your own special way. I can't imagine life without you.
Somehow we made it - together and so much wiser and stronger than the day we started. Today peace and happiness have replaced the chaos that once controlled our lives. When I pause and take a few moments to reflect I can hardly recognize the people we used to be. I've seen our personalities flourish - free from the weight that held us down for so long - and I can't help but give thanks for every day that has led us to this one.
I came across a quote recently - Wherever you go, that's where you are. I posted this on my desk at work and look at it throughout the day. I don't think about the past much but when I do this helps remind me where my thoughts belong. While there are lessons to be learned from yesterday, there is nothing to be gained from dwelling on what has already taken place. Once that door is open it's easy to be consumed with bitterness at how things could have been. Our past only has as much control over us as we allow it to.
Our story is just beginning.
Love,
Mama
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